Avoided a curfufel
So my mother sent me a message today, I simply told her "I do not want to talk to you just as much as you do not want to talk to me." I had burnt through all my spoons for the day when she sent me a message at 17:00ish and I still had more work to accomplish today. I was just in tears because I would have done anything for a supportive parent after all the stuff I have been going through recently.
I hope she reads this and realize all the pain she has put me through. I know that message probably hurt her a lot to but I cannot deal with her lack of expectance right now.
I would love to be able to talk to one of my parents and have them help with some of the BS I seem to go through rather frequently. I would love to know that one of my parents would be there in Montreal when I woke up. I would love to know that one of my parents loves and excepts me as Reann.