Depression
So I have been dealing with depression so my place became a mess because I was not cleaning up do to the depression. This depression has held me back from cleaning up leading to more depression.
I cleaned up my floor so that Rosie could do the vacuuming and mopping, in my main living space, I felt better but still suffering. I worked up to cleaning my bedroom so that it could vacuum in there, I actually moved the dock into my bedroom to try and remind me to keep the floor clean.
I moved some things out of my pantry today to work on my clean up, some failed attempts at vinegar I had to take some of the things out to the side of the street because I was not going to dump it down the drain as there where solids in the containers. Doing this helped a fly get into my place. I was just going to name them Frankie and have a pet fly but eventually got around to putting in new fly traps around my place, I have not checked if Frankie was captured or not but it has not been flying around for several hours now.
I have been dealing with a flock of fruit flies hanging out in my sink; every so often I get the drive to clean it up. I do a little cleaning, fill the dishwasher and then run it and the sink just gets filled backed up again with dirty dishes. Today I decided to take on the cleaning my kitchen sink so I emptied my dishwasher filled it up again with things that needed washing and from both the counter and the sink. Once the load was done I made some supper I ate then decided to empty my dishwasher unlike how I normally do it of just taking stuff out as needed and then running a new load when I need to clean dishes. Today I did the load had supper than I decided to do another load, so my dish washer was emptied and then filled up again and it is running for a second time. Now I can proudly say the sink is empty. The actual sink still needs to be cleaned but it is empty.
I will also admit that I let my sink fill up with stuff to mask the smell coming from it, I will be cleaning that soon with bleach and sink cleaner once the dishwasher is done and I have hot water! Hopefully I will wipe out my flock of fruit flies.
A few days ago I pulled out a coffee maker to make coffee instead of my french press because I planned on drinking lots of coffee and cleaning my kitchen, I got to the making lots of coffee, but not the cleaning and drinking all of the coffee. Cleaning my kitchen is a tough job that really needs to be done. Maybe that will fix some of my depression?